SubscribeI have a little widget on my computer that makes me smile every morning. It tells me:
Wassenaar, The Netherlands: Cold & Rainy, 2°C
Jinja, Uganda: Hot & Sunny, 27°C
This has definitely got me counting the days with excitement! However, one can't deny that fears have caused my mind to whirl in panic and pray that I could press the 'pause' button on my life.
My initial worries were related to all the horror stories relating to Larium (malaria prevention medication). I took my first pill on Christmas Eve. Luckily I didn't start hallucinating Santa falling down the chimney! So far I haven't experienced any of the dreaded side effects. Fingers and toes are crossed that it will stay that way.
On a more reflective note. I've also started worrying about my role and purpose in Uganda. I have a great responsibility to be a catalyst for positive change relating to health (especially HIV/AIDs) and social issues. Can I really make a difference? However small? I fear that all my work and time won't result in change that I can see and quantify. In a way I find these worries frustrating as it is something I really can't predict and judge until I am there. I'm trying to stay optimistic and determined. I hope that my impact upon the people I encounter will be positive; through words, actions and shared experiences.
Aside from these, my other fears have been rather random and unexpected. Will I be able to skin a chicken (if the moment arises)? Will I get bitten by a monkey and catch rabies? Will I be able to figure out how to dispose of the moulds growing on my water filter? The list goes on...
All in all, I hold greater anticipation and excitement than worry. Bring on the Olugendo (meaning 'journey' in Lusoga)!
4 comments:
Joyce, this looks amazing so far. I myself also can't wait to set off on my journey. When do you leave? I myself was nervous at first, now I'm just getting more and more excited. I can't wait to see all your photographs. I've geared up and should be getting a 70-300mm soon, and I'm getting all my injections tomorrow. I will probably too soon have to start taking Malaria pills. All the best!
PS: How did you get such an awesome layout?
Joyce, I can't express how lovely this whole journey is. When the question arose, reading your blog, as to whether you could make a difference or not, I smiled inside. You have already made a difference, your character, dedication, and true personality make a difference on their own. You will make Uganda a better place. I dream of having your determination to make such a wonderful trip. I'll definitely try to write to you as soon as I get back to the university. I wish you the best, and keep doing everything you are doing, you will change lives without knowing.
Take care,
Daniel Castro.
Joyce, thanks for setting this up. You're an inspiration to even those of us in Oregon. I mentioned your plans at a talk to our local high school and hope you're enthusiasm and purpose inspire others. You're the best. We'll keep you in our prayers.
Andrew Janssen
Joyce, its so great to hear from you. I used to love giving the training sessions to the newly arrived volunteers - your account brings back precious memories. I am SO sorry to have worried you over the Larium - if you haven't had any reactions yet then you are not likely to - some people can take it, and some can't. You clearly can. So forget about that particular worry!! Also, there is no doubt at all in my mind that you will make a difference. If just one young person takes the message then it will have been worth it - a life is a life. Be strong, and be yourself! If I didn't think you were right for this I would never have encouraged you. Believe me - you have got what it takes. You can't save everyone, but save even one and you have achieved something great. Take Care, Martin Worster
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